So yeah I'm back, and I'm sorry for not being active, a lot of things happened IRL and I need to rearrange my life because of them.. My dad lost his job in January and has been at home since, because there are no jobs in his profession. That wouldn't be that big of a problem BUT he constantly badger me with everything like when I'm at school and get home at 8pm because of it, he starts complaining about it constantly as if it was my fault that I have a shitty class schedule..
And I can't say a word because he doesn't listen to me, if I say something to defend myself he becomes furious...
I'm also looking for a part time job every day that fits my school schedule to help my parents, but I can't find any... Life sucks..

Also my love life isn't the best either, guys constantly 'exploit' (dunno if I use this word in the correct meaning D: ) me. So I kind of hate them all now. Well, IRL.. and some wonders why I'm cold to them when their gender is male.. -.-" I can't let them be close to me because I'm afraid of being hurt again..  Oh yeah did I mention that all of them who played with my feelings said that it was all MY fault? WTF? So yeah I see my own future:  getting old alone with 10 cats in a little house. It will be fun!


So these things happened so far and I don't know when my life will get better or will it get better at all(?)... I'm still using my friend's tablet since mine is broken I just fear the day when he says he wants it back because he needs it for something...  But I'm working on the commissions I just.. for some of them need more time to figure out the poses/backgrounds etc.. Life sucks when you don't have inspiration..

-End of rant-

Oh and some of you who are my "enemies" might be laughing at me right now, but I don't care, be my guest, even if I have a shitty life, I'm still a better person than you'll ever be (((:

Also beweekly features will start next week (: